I would look up to see the checklist for the wedding.
We are behind. We have so much to do. Anxiety. Anxiety.
As desperate as my mind was becoming,
I think I have my cool now.
A few weeks ago, I had an interview in Brooklyn Center. I said it went well but my insecurities were just up the wall. After almost two weeks of no response, I got a call back. I got the job and I start Thursday morning. I am so excited to save up money for the wedding now. This is not going to be easy at all, but this wedding will be so worth it. I love Target so much, I would stay there forever, but I need hours that just aren't there, so I am adding an entire job on top of it.
If you have ever worked with me, you know that I am willing to do the best I can and pick up hours where I can. I am nervous though. I have lost a lot of confidence since my job this past summer let me go. I know it wasn't even the right job for me, but it really hit me in the face. I am happy though that these past few jobs have been willing to overlook the past and trust in me.
With this job, my free time will be more elusive, but I will be able to save for this wedding! I am very excited. This means that planning will probably get a bit easier in a few months. Deposits will be paid and plans will be made. I am saving almost every single cent with a cup of coffee on occasion.
I will keep you posted!
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